Run Naked!

I’m a woman who walks in victory.  I’m born-again, saved and definitely a new creation.  I march onwards every day, taking Kingdom territory in God’s strength.  I put on my armour, resist the devil and I hope in what is unseen.  I do my best to keep my mind on what is good, noble and just.  I think on heavenly things and keep my mind stayed on Him.  I learn what it is to be content in all circumstances and I’m not surprised when trials come upon me.  I don’t live in the pain of my past anymore and have received massive transformation of my heart.  I’m gentler, softer and more loving than I ever knew was possible.  I’m conscientious, caring, kind and count others more significant.
And, I really believe in the fact that I have been given right standing with God through Christ.  I mean, I believe it!  I will not be convinced any other way.  His blood has covered me.  His grace over my life is indeed an ocean and I am overwhelmingly, thankfully, drowning in it.

I am all of those things and I am also…

Incredibly broken, full of weakness and beset with failures.  I fall short every day.  I muck up as soon as I get out of bed and I often let people down.  I sometimes inadvertedly watch the wrong thing and stumble. I (very) often say the wrong thing at the wrong time, in the wrong way.  I sometimes allow my flesh to get the better of me, I still have areas of sin that I’m struggling with and I can be totally selfish instead of loving.  I sometimes judge instead of being merciful, I can condemn instead of being gracious, I get irritated instead of being patient and I can definitely think I have the answer instead of simply loving by listening till the end.
And, no matter how much God has transformed my heart I can still suddenly have a ‘hard moment’.  No matter how much I believe in who I am in Christ, I can still forget.  No matter how much I trust God, I can still have moments (or seasons) of fear and doubt.  Oh yes, there are days indeed, when the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak!

This is the reality of who I am.

As a receiver of grace, a beautiful bride, a precious daughter and a committed disciple of Christ, I am not one or the other…I am BOTH!!

I am all of the things mentioned in the former paragraph because of my utter awareness of all that is mentioned in the latter!  I have come to know, that ignorance is not bliss, as the world would have us believe…but that it is bondage!

“For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.
So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand.
 For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin”.
Roms 7:17-25

Three times Paul mentions the ‘sin that dwells within’.  Paul did not shy away from that fact and neither should we.  He did not hide it or deny it and I think you will agree, it definitely did not diminish his faith!

In fact, Paul boasted in it!…

For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out”. v.18

“… Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong”. 2 Cor 12:9&10

To look at what dwells within us, is not a sin.  To acknowledge the full complexity of our brokenness, weakness and failures is not a sin and it is not a lack of faith either.  It is in fact a gift from God!

The world is in denial of these facts and the cover up is devastatingly leading them to hell.

Again…Ignorance is not bliss…it is BONDAGE!!

To see clearly is the blessed gift of truth and it is only the truth which sets us free.  It is a merciful gift to be able to lay our all before God and cry out… “Search me, and show me if there be any grievous way in me”.  Of course, it is true that we are new creations in Christ, that the old has passed away, that we’re dead to sin (the power and penalty of sin) but, along with that, like the mighty apostle Paul, we are beset with weaknesses and there is a sin that dwells within that cannot be ignored.

But, as one young lady in our community group said… “We just feel we can’t talk about that”.

How often are we rejected, scorned, or crushed by others because we dare to be honest about what we are contending with whilst being a lover of God and a committed disciple of Christ?  How often are we made to feel like we have no faith because we shared the fear and doubt which is having its way with us today?  How pathetic are we made to feel when we go to someone, asking for help because that wound from the past – you know, the one you thought was dealt with – is haunting you all over again…and your sister or brother tells you ‘in love’ just to get over it?!!  How often, have we not had our pain or our struggles, our doubts or our fears listened to and acknowledged, but instead, had them brushed over with a quick fix ‘spiritual’ answer?

How often has that happened to you and sadly, how often have you been that person to another?  I know I have experienced and been both.

We have grown afraid to be victory and weakness; faith and failure, mistakenly believing that we can’t be both.  We are afraid to be real in the face of criticism or lack of sympathy.

“For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin”. Hebrews 4:15

Jesus came and took on the form of a servant, He was tempted in every way, so that when He stood in the gap for us, He understood all that we are and all that we’re going through.  He isn’t a lofty God, abstract and detached from reality.  He doesn’t look at us and go “Oh my gosh, you’re dealing with that!!

Walking in victory is not the absence of our weakness, our frailty or the sin that dwells within…it is in fact those very things that escort us into total dependency on God. They are the blessed vehicles that draw us into deeper humility and the vessels pre-determined by God to display His glory.

We know that Paul’s story doesn’t end at the acknowledgement of what lied within, and neither does ours.  It always concludes with a “Thanks be to God, through Jesus Christ!”  Paul was not condemned by the sin that dwelt within or the weakness of his flesh…

Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus” Roms 8:1

Hebrews warns us that there’s an earthly grief over sin that leads us into a pit instead of repentance, which is the fruit of Godly grief. Condemnation is not repentence it is self-pity. So stay off that path. But…do not shy away from all that you are or from all that your neighbour is.  Contrary to what you may have believed or been taught, ignorance (the lack of knowledge) of what lies within, will only ever keep you from walking in the full victory Christ has already claimed for you.  You will never understand the fullness of what Christ has done for you, unless you know the fullness of what He has, and is continually saving you from.

So hide no longer dear friend and don’t encourage another to either!  Our Father knows everything.  He knows exactly when you fluff up, He knows the motive of your heart and He knows the words you’re going to speak the very next time you open your mouth.  He knows what you struggle with and what wound causes you your greatest distress. Though He is doing a work on your heart to bring it in line with His love, He loves and accepts you just as you are right now, knowing that You are HIS workmanship in Christ Jesus.  You cannot separate who you are…God doesn’t!

His power is made perfect in your weakness, so stop trying to hide it and stop listening to those who are perhaps encouraging you to hide it…Perhaps you have a thing or two to bless them with, in your honesty?

Be real, be honest, be boastful…of what it is you truly contend with in your walk with God, so that He can be given ALL the glory.
Allow God to crawl down and be with you in the darkest places of your soul, character and actions and see just how quickly He will turn your greatest failure into His greatest success!

It takes real bravery to ask God to show you.  It takes courage.  It’s also uncomfortable, sometimes painful and mostly just darn ugly but…you get freedom no other way.

At the end of Psalm 139, being shown if any grievous way be in you, is unfortunately the prerequisite to being led on the way everlasting!  Awareness of the sin that dwells within only ever frees you!  Our loving Father spent so much time in Psalm 139 laying a foundation of verses to tell us that He knows everything about us so that when it came to us taking a good look at ourselves, we could do it with the confidence and joy of His salvation at work in us.

It’s not a coincidence that in this earthly life, the ultimate gesture of feeling free in oneself, is to run naked, arms wailing in the air, squeals of delight pouring forth.  A bit like this…

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So run…run naked!
(Spiritually people….SPIRITUALLY!!!!!!!)

Yes…run naked before your God, before yourself and before others.  Hide no more, but embrace all that you are, so that you can accept all that He has done for you on the Cross.  Run naked and embrace your ‘wobbly bits’/‘ugly bits’/‘broken bits’, knowing that those same things that others scorn you for, are the very things that will glorify Him when He empowers you to overcome what is humanly impossible.

“And no creature is hidden from his sight, but all are naked and exposed to the eyes of him to whom we must give account”. 2 Cor 5:3

“And the man and his wife were both naked and were not ashamed”. Gen 2:25


O’God, You Are My God

Anything in our lives can become our God. An object, a person, a pastime, a campaign, even a ministry, all have the potential to consume the affections of our hearts.
The Bible says…”Hope deferred makes the heart sick”. When the affections of our hearts are captured by anything other than God, our hope is in that thing and in that, our hope is deferred and our hearts get sick.
This is very different from enjoyment. ‘All good things come from God’ and ‘Our Heavenly Father knows how to give his children good gifts’. All that I am given, I am given to enjoy…and enjoy I shall. But, I must remain on guard about what consumes the affections of my heart and what I place my hope in!
Today, I ask the Lord as the psalmist did…

“God, search me and know my heart. Try me and know my thoughts, and show me if there be any grievous way in me.”
And then, I rely on HIM, to…

“Lead me in the way everlasting”
We are told that “we cannot serve two masters” because naturally, “we will hate the one and love the other.” This tells us something important – of course on earth, I can work for two masters quite happily, but here God is not talking about the practical, He is talking about the HEART, and God’s call, His first commandment to us, is to love Him, our Lord God, “with all our heart, soul, mind and strength”. Whilst we can ‘love’ and enjoy in an earthly sense, the things of this earth, when it comes to our hearts, we are called to love with all consuming affection, one thing and one thing only…
May we be able to say today, and may it be wondrously true, of all of us who know Him, that…
“O’God…you ARE my God!”
X x x

How’s Your Wise-o-meter?

After talking to a friend and advising them to be wise and avoid a certain situation, instead of placing themselves in unnecessary harms way, it got me to thinking about the words from Matthew 10…

“Behold, I am sending you out as sheep in the midst of wolves, so be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.”


Being wise is very different from paranoia. The latter is fear based and irrational, the former is faith induced, based upon a knowledge of the reality of who we are, where we currently reside and who our enemy is.

The minute we were adopted and redeemed by Christ, we became aliens to this world (John 17:16) and in that, everything changes for us. I sometimes refer to the Kingdom of God as being upside down and back to front – We are called to forgive when hurt; bless when hated and give out of lack, not abundance. What we once regarded as innocent, may not be now?! What we once thought was acceptable, may not be now?! And, what we once considered wise, definitely may not be now?!!

So, we are called to be…”wise as serpents”. Why serpents? Here’s what I found…

“The prudence of the serpent is specially apparent in the quickness of its perception of danger and the rapidity with which it escapes from it”

“The serpent is a very sharp sighted, cunning creature, and uses various arts and stratagems for its own preservation, and especially of its head; and is so far, to be imitated by the followers of Christ….to not expose themselves to UNNECESSARY dangers: and to avoid all snares and TRAPS that are laid for them.”

God was instructing the disciples….

“…to avoid all things which gave advantage to their enemies”

“…to conduct themselves with common sense in avoiding UNNECESSARY danger!”

My question to you and myself tonight is…
How’s our wise-o-meter? How rapidly do we sense danger and unnecessary traps? As a disciple, do we consciously avoid situations that could give advantage to our Enemy?

Good news is, if God calls us to be something, then He supplies us with the means to live it. His word says in James…

“If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to ALL without reproach, and it will be given to him.”

May we be encouraged to take advantage of this wonderful promise and constantly ask for more!

God bless x x

You are NOT Condemned!!!!!

Here’s one for all you brothers and sisters out there who are still living under the lie that one day, you’re gonna get before the Throne of God and He’s gonna chuck you out.
It’s for those of you who wake up every morning and think “I must try harder today”; It’s for those of you who go to bed at night thinking “I didn’t do enough today”; It’s for those of you who are still trying to earn your righteousness through your good works. It’s for those of you who live with just this vague feeling, an anxiousness, an uneasiness, an insecurity, a doubt, in the Father’s real intentions towards you.
It’s for you, who are still living in fear of incurring some form of punishment from your Father.

And if you’ve read that and are instantly thinking “That’s not me”, I urge you to dig a little deeper.  I urge you to look at the fruit of your life, your thoughts, you’re speech and make absolutely certain that what you believe and what you’re manifesting IS the absolute truth?  For only the truth is gonna really set you free!

“For God did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find salvation and be made safe and sound through Him.  He who believes in Him (that’s you and me baby!!) [who clings to, trusts in, relies on Him] IS NOT JUDGED [he who trusts in Him NEVER COMES UP FOR JUDGMENT; for him there IS NO REJECTION, NO CONDEMNATION-HE INCURS NO DAMNATION!!…..” John 3:17&18 AMP

Here’s another one… “I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, the person whose ears are open to My words [who listens to My message] and believes and trusts in and clings to and relies on Him Who sent Me has (possesses now) eternal life. And he does not come into judgment [does not incur sentence of judgment, will not come under condemnation], but he has already passed over out of death into life.” John 5:24 AMP

Please, please be reconciled to God!  Please understand that for those of us who are in Christ Jesus; who have made Him our Lord and Saviour; who have received Christ as the atoning sacrifice to cover ALL our sins and take ALL our punishment and incur ALL our wrath, please see that you have been set free!
Please get it that He did it, once for all!  That in Him there is no longer left any sacrifice that we can offer to the Father.  Jesus did it…ALL!!  His sacrifice on the Cross was and is a complete work.  You cannot add to it and the Father doesn’t want you to.  He wants you to walk in assurance and absolute conviction of what Jesus has done for you.  He wants you to remain steadfast to the truth of the Gospel of Christ, even in the face of what those closest may say to you.  He wants you to come boldly and confidently in the knowledge that His Son paid the price for you.

Anything less than that is slavery! 

Don’t let the enemy steal your freedom from you by keeping you in the place of the lie that says…”If I believe that, I’ll start to lose the plot, I’ll never have any control over my sin!”  The moment you step into grace…grace overflows…like you’ve never known before!

Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life.” Roms 5:9 & 10

God has made it plain…what He starts, He finishes!

Please believe that receiving the sacrifice is only the start of it. God’s grace over our lives is an active, ongoing, never ending thing, poured into us by the empowering of the Holy Spirit that continues and continues as we trust in Him, rely on Him and depend on Him.  It is not a one time event.  It is a free gift, that you get to keep on opening and receiving of every minute of every day.
If you are in fear of the true gospel of freedom through Christ, because you fear you will fall because of it, I urge you to take a deep deep look at exactly who it is that is saving you then?  I fear that you may be trying to save yourself? I grieve that you may be holding the reigns instead of the Holy Spirit?
Do you really believe that after having placed your trust in the sacrifice of Christ, a God so rich in mercy and overwhelming love, would now leave you to do it all yourself knowing you absolutely can’t?!!!
No, my dear brother or sister, you have your belief in the wrong Gospel and with all my heart and soul I cry out now for the truth to come and set you free!

For the truth is…
When you believe that only in Christ you are made righteous, then you will be righteous!
When you believe that only through Christ you have been made holy, then you will commence and continue to live in this world as you already are…holy!
When you believe that only through Christ you have been set free, then you will start to live from the perspective that the chains have already been broken, that you have died to sin, and freedom will pour forth in all your ways, your thinking and your being as you grow increasingly, day by day, into the image of your Saviour.

Judgement is for those who DO NOT BELIEVE IN JESUS!!!

So I say to you…
Do you believe in Jesus? I say again…DO YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS???

Then it is time to turn away from the Liar and the lie! It is time to stop allowing him to steal your faith.  It is time to stop him from killing off your relationship with God, and destroying your relationships with your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ.
We will always manifest that with which are intimate with.  If you’re intimate with judgment, you will judge others.
Get judgement out of the way, become intimate with Love and you will manifest love…towards yourself and towards your neighbour.

“There is no fear in love [dread DOES NOT EXIST], but full-grown (complete, perfect) love turns fear out of doors and expels EVERY TRACE OF TERROR!  For fear brings with it THE THOUGHT OF PUNISHMENT, and [so] he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love [is not yet grown into love’s complete perfection].” 1 John 4:18

Are you as mature in love as you think you are??

God Bless and Much Love

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